IN HIS HANDS

  1. COMPASSION

    I haven’t written here in quite a while….-___- i’m sorry tumblr world!!! Did you guys miss me ? haha jk :)

    I dont even know where to start because God has been pressing so many things upon my heart for this new school year. Without a doubt though, he is moving in unimaginable ways within our campus.  I feel like He keeps showing me a glimpse of His heart day by day.  My heart definitely burns and cries out for my family, friends, and my campus ministry.  There is a reason why I am still stuck here.  In no way do I consider it a bad thing…it’s just those flashbacks of my past 2 years haunt me to this day.  I am who I am because of those painful memories…but the spiritual suppression does not always disappear.  Anyway, the whole purpose of this post is to address the biggest issue that burdens my heart, which is compassion.  For most of my life, I thought I was a pretty understanding person full of love and kindness.  Don’t get me wrong, I was NICE, but superficial. I was GENUINE, but only to my closest friends.  There’s a wave of change consuming me this new year….and it’s something I’ve never experienced before.  Why is it that I feel heartache when I see a stranger eating alone…why do I cry when I discover people around me wanting to hurt themselves…and most of all why do I see me in all of them ? It’s scary to see all this happening before my eyes, but God is enlarging my heart and opening my eyes to see how despicable and wicked this generation is.  I have visions and dreams for this year, in wanting to see the LOST walk in the light…hand in hand with US.  Although I am still unworthy and far from perfect, I hate seeing people so compassionless and oblivious to see the things that matter because to God one precious soul matters…but what do we cling onto the most ?? Because in the bible it says we should take up our cross daily and surrender everything to Him ??? Do you think you actually do that ?  I know I don’t everyday. Let’s just think about this today….what small thing can you do today to really care and put yourself in someone else’s shoes ???

    If you would like to know more….read LUKE 14…about the wedding invitation . crazy stuff. hope God will teach you something valuable <3



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    1. smileyourjesusbride said: But whatever I am now, it is all because God poured out his special favor on me—and not without results. For I have worked harder than any of the other apostles; yet it was not I but God who was working 1 Corinthians 15:10through me by his grace.
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